31 July, 2010

补运

昨天早上
去了观音庙补运
(观音诞哦)
观音娘娘指点了我
“你怎么那么静?”
“以后出来社会怎么赚吃?”
“不要看那么近,看远些”
我哥问我明不明白
明白啊,看远嘛
是说你不要心胸狭窄啊!


。。。

没错
我需要改变了
我得爱说话
我得看开些

。。。

另外意外发现
陈劲任
竟然是我妈自己改的
根本没算命到
而且那只是给我哥的状况
(炸到=.=’’
怎么能一根竹竿打翻全船人?
所以只好用回原名咯


。。。

想了想
原名会比较好啦~

30 July, 2010

Think before do it

This title just like famous saying goes:"Always think about the consequences before you decide to do something."


The scope is very big. Any things when you decide to do is really need to think the result. What if i do this way? What if i select this way?


Mostly, most of the people do not think too much about the consequences, and directly doing what they like. Maybe the consequences at last will be horrible...


So, the prediction is needed. We all have to make a lot of assumptions to every cases. In my life, i always predict the result if i was done the relevant action.

Last, i hope i can be trained and become a mind reader! Just like heroes - Matt Parkman. It will be more easy to let me do the decision.

*Zidane*

29 July, 2010

Runaway

So today I’m gonna runaway?

This world is just too much complicated things. I’m wonder am I need to runaway or face it?


This world has too many encouragement books. There is a lot of encouragement from the author to the readers. They make the reader to look and view everything in positive ways. That is shows how life going on.

Some people choose to runaway than facing it. Runaway just help the people relax temporary. The problem still has to be solved at last. Most of the drama always applied this message. Something like “When you have the problem, you need to face it and solve it!” “Do not runaway!”


Imagine for this situation, you are accidentally seen a tiger in a forest. The current condition is you do not have any weapons, empty handed. What should you do? Sure is runaway, isn’t it? This situation is just like real life matters, when you are not prepare enough yet, do not so fast select to face it. That is what I think.  

Thus, I’m going to runaway for now…hehe

28 July, 2010

Hate?

Do you notice that
When you started to hate someone
Are you feeling not comfortable?



In fact
The people you are start to hate
He or she
Owns the same personality as you



Just like basic science theory
Same polar of magnet
will repel to each other
Different polar of magnet
will attract to each other



Hate started 
It might hate myself indirectly.

27 July, 2010

Shortcut

I believe all of us would like to take shortcut in our life for all the activities, isn't it?


Shortcut: It defined as the shortest way of path to reach the target or destination. In desktop, we already used to it and it becomes very handy when we want to enter an application.


In real life, there is many shortcuts that we can take, if we are brilliant to find, and run it. The advantage of shortcut is reach the target in short time. That is very beneficial, we can use other time to do our lovely activity.


Take the shortcut, it means we have to take a risk when the shortcut is taken. Nobody can prove what is the consequences after take the shortcut. To think wisely, the shortcut can only make that people not fulfill the complete process, so what he or she learned is reduced. I think the complete process is important."Shortcut is need to pay the price!"

There is many shortcut to lead a rich life. I just think should i follow the shortcut or i design a shortcut for myself to save my life time? Sometimes it is quite not worth too...conflict huh??...

25 July, 2010

Everything comes from small

When one learns to lie, they will lie more and become racketeer.

When one learns to steal, they will robbery bank, company…


When one learns to make saving, they will become rich at last.

When one learns to gamble a small bet, they will do big bet and bankrupt.

When one learns to selfish, they will end up solely at last.

When one learns to smoke, their lungs slowly been attacked and cancer as the result.

When one learns to stinginess, they will lose a lot of friends.

When one learns to greed, they will end up with nothing.

When one learns to care a lot of people feeling, they will know this world is fun and complicated.


When one always “said 1 set do 1 set”, the chance of break their promise is higher.

When one always lazy, they will get nothing at last.

When one always lucky, it does not mean that the lucky will last forever.

When one always study book, any material, they will know a lot of knowledge.

When one always watches movie, their idea and creative mind is increasing.

When one starts to love someone, they will love more strongly or washy at last.

When one thinks the new ideas every day, their mind will be more open-minded.

and a lot to go......

The common things: We all are growing from baby to adults. 

24 July, 2010

5 Cents

Recently, I was found out that many people do not like to use or own “5 cents” (Malaysia token)


Especially, my house mate is the category who does not like to own 5 cents. Actually 5 cents can be used in this country, and can be used wisely. Think positively, the 5 cents is small, easy to carry. However, the price is so small.

When I return back their money with 5 cents, they sure will shout “Har?? Why give me 5 cents? I do not want it.” The response I was shocked. 5 cents seems like will bring bad luck to them or it is too cheap until carry it or own it? In additional, it can be used wisely on bus fees. When I ask them why so hate 5 cents? They will reply “Then why you return me 5 cents?” “I’m using it right now. @@”

If you have so many 5 cents just exchange it at any restaurant, shop or etc. They need the 5 cents in their business.

I wonder why government still need keep the 5 cents. If anyone does not want the 5 cents, just give me so I will collect it. I love to collect it and change to big sum of money J

23 July, 2010

Love, Lust or Infatuation?

Everyone knows how to identify love, lust and infatuation?


Love is when you care someone more care about yourself. This is called love.
Lust is you just want to sleep with someone.
Infatuation is you will think about someone most of the time, so desperately want to do everything with someone, is hard to separate with someone. In the mean time, people who fall in this category, they do not know they are in love or lust…


I believe all 3 kinds of nouns everyone sure heard it before. When have lust start with someone, it might not reach the love finally. Somehow, lust with someone might make the result of love. Sometimes, people will choose to love first then lust at last. For infatuation, it might do not know the direction they need to go, to love or lust?

In my mind, love does not need to reach sex at last. The sex should be the final enjoyment of the lovely couples. When there is love between each other, having sex with the partner is different with the partner who does not love.

Sometimes, I just wonder the god’s creation. God create human structure different in male and female shape, and establish mating process. There might be the flaw of this design? Somehow, monk and nun are exists who cannot make sex, love, lust and infatuation. If all the people do not have the 七情六欲(qi qing liu yu)(seven love six lust?)their heart sure really is pure, and clear. I wonder how is the feeling of that?


In my life, I experience the infatuation most. Then I always in one direction with my own will. What a pity in my love section. When I want to love someone, someone is sure not going to love me. On the other hand, when someone loves me, I not sure that I will love them back…As old goes saying: “What is love? Love can make you miserable, miracle…”

In conclusion, love is AMAZING & UNPREDICTABLE

22 July, 2010

Psychological Imbalance

Recently, i believe i was fall in the category of Psychological Imbalance.




Most of the time, i will think too much on something, or day dreaming. I think i was  feel so relieve till i can think a lot of things. Even the action was too horrible.(for me) My friend was giving me a "red light" to me and seem like i have to pay attention on this.




Yes, i admit that i was psychological imbalance recently. Then, i'm thinking what should i do to reduce it or overcome this? 


Here is another web site guide for me:
1. Always Exercise
2. Listening song, musics
3. Do not kept yourself so free
4. Scream!
5. Always Laugh
6. Slow down the living phase
7. Do not blame yourself if you are doing wrong 
8. Dare to accept the fact that you might never achieve
9. Dare to face the reality
10. Always find friend, gathering, chatting 
11. Do not always compare yourself to others, life is short


Ya! That is it! I should follow all the 11 tips above in my life. I was afraid that if not doing any action on this, i will evolve from Psychological Imbalance to Depression. At that time, i need to consult a doctor every time lo~ 


  

21 July, 2010

Adventurous

Are you the one?

Sometimes it is hard to take this kind of spirit to try the new things.


Recently, i got a lot of desire things to try in my life. Somehow, it might be obey the rule from god, doing mistakes or else....

For my final year project (This university call PSM-Project Sarjana Muda, i know when i say about this, most of the friends do not know) ,i purpose a system which is mainly about monthly expense system. When i purpose to supervisor, he replied is too easy, so ask me to change my system runs at mobile platform. I still not learn the mobile Java language yet. At that time, when he ask me whether want to accept his opinion or think another ideas. I was conflict at there.


After 5 minutes, i was taken his suggested title. He asked again "Are you sure? If is make sure that you do not same as your senior, agree with mobile platform but give up at last." What i'm feeling? I do not scare about it and i want to try. Maybe i dare to take challenge. However, i do not dare to think the consequences. I told my friends this incident. My friend was said something like "Why you want to take the things that you never try? "自讨苦吃"(zi tao ku chi)". I was speechless at that time.


Think about few minutes, i was replied him like this:"Ya. However, it is kinda hard to get high mark in php language for web page (which i learn it myself on last two months). As an IT student, we need to try new things, it is because IT field so wide.If just stay at the relevant stage, i might be outdated." He agreed with me. Well then, i do not know what i'm said is correct or not. Somebody might said my ideas was totally wrong...Thus, i will try my best to do my first mobile application.My interest on this field seems like was starting...

Actually, i have a lot of things and incidents have not try yet. I just though when i can experience those things?? Maybe live comfortable at this circumstances is what should i do now...所谓:"活在当下"(huo zai dang xia),"知足常乐"(zhi zu chang le).

20 July, 2010

My Nickname

Inspire from my friend...wanna say about the nickname.

In my life, i have too many nickname for me. Most was the bad.(0.o) When in primary school, classmate was take action to help other give naughty nickname for that classmate or friend. No matter boys or girls. People so love used to give nickname on others?


My Nickname History

1. 阿任(ah ren)- This is the most common, my family members used to call me this way. Even small brothers. (They never call "gor gor"...i know, malu ma >.<)

2. 阿仁(ah ren)- Given by girl friends group in this university. They like to call me this way. Although i said they were wrong, nothing changes.

3. 软绵绵(ruan mian mian)- Actually this name was given by my secondary school friend. I still remember his name. Cause i'm too soft on action? This name was revived when i stepped in this university.
 
4. 竹竿(zu gan)- Given by Crackers' boss's daughter when in 2002. I working there and his daughter like to play with me this way =.=''. I too skinny.

5. 骨头(gu tou)/Tulang - Given by the same person above too. The later was given by the Secret Recipe's malay girl staff.

6. Jipet任 (ren)- As we know, jipet is faul language. I feel that this is slightly lighter than the "ji bai". The history of this name was posted on last time.

7. Ping Pong- The meaning of this name is not the ping pong shape, it was the Papan Ping Pong! The Secret Recipe's Malay girl staff given the name. She said my body exactly like Papan Ping Pong, flat! T_T I still remember a long time ago, she order me like that when working time. Then a Malay child customer ask her mother: "dia punya nama Ping Pong ke?"

8. 四眼田鸡(si yan tian ji)- Usually the people who wear glass will be given this nickname.

9. 娘娘腔(niang niang qiang)- I was famous with this name most in primary school time. I totally exactly same as girl, especially the sound. And, that time my singing was damn good lol. This year, my naughty cousin still call me this way.

10. 二姐(er jie)- Second sister. My smaller naughty brothers call me this way.>.<

11. 二女儿(er nv er)- Second Daughter. Guess who call this? ---My Mom lo. She so eagerly owns a daughter.

12. Tiko任(tiko ren)- Naughty house mate given...cause sometimes i'm very 'hamsap'.

13. Teko任- The body structure. Teko means bamboo in Hokkien.

14. 阿任Kor Kor- Cousin(children) will be taught to call me this way.  

15. Panjang-So happy that i was given this name cause i panjang at that 'thing' No la, because of my body shape is panjang. lol

Wau....so many nickname. My priority is the first nickname in the list. Hehe ^^

19 July, 2010

Radiation

Hoo...very enjoyable watching both movies - Despicable Me and Inception. So brand new concept of movie. Despicable Me include many cutes characters like Agnes, the yellow allien pets, Mr.Gru. Inception mention about the dream in dream action. Both movie i give 10/10. ^_^

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I just realize that i always live with radiation, in my surrounding, my body, and so on.



Where is the source of radiation? 100% sure is hand phone. Hand phone contains high radiation. If not using it, they still have radiation projected to surrounding.


In my house, there have many hand phones, all around me. It can be said very dangerous.In long time term, the cancer might find me to make friend...so same as in hostel condition.

Laptop, i believe there is low radiation because the screen is LCD, right? Liquid Crystal monitor.Thus, website has spread out the ways to reduce the radiation for public and personal actions.


1.When listening mp3 through hand phones by headphone, make sure that do not SMS. When SMS, the radiation will be transmit through your headphone and into the ears.

2.They said Bluetooth headphone has low radiation transmission compared with normal headphone...is that true?? I was testing before, then my ear feel hot.

3.When sleeping, night, morning, afternoon...put away the hand phone with the body, more far is better. Well then, there still have radiation in the room.A still hand phone have radiation on it.

4.One more things, when walking outside, or shopping, even working, we still need carry the hand phone along. If can, try to put away the hand phone far from the body part.    

Radiation spread out in our daily life. The only thing we can do is stay away from radiation and be alert...and last, i wish i can do it..

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18 July, 2010

反感

为什么人会反感?
一旦反感
面对那个反感的人
自然而然感到厌恶
他所说的话
根本无法听入耳
即使是行为举止

有人说
对别人感到反感
是自己修养不够
但我相信
在这个世界上
一定会有人
对某人事物觉得反感
简单的说
这世界上
修养不够的人
可以说数不清?

所以要想办法
提高自己的修养
那么对别人不会
感到反感

说也奇怪
有些人
对某人事物的性格
感到反感
是因为
令人感到反感的人
一直地在重犯错误

那么
修养不够
与容易感到反感
是不是
两者真的
互有关系呢?


17 July, 2010

Make Fun In Misery

Since last time, I heard my friend says “You have to live happily, make fun in your life, no matter it is hard or easy.” After that, I was realized that I should always makes fun for myself, some entertainment, then life will be more interesting, not boring, and somehow can solve my problem easily.


In Chinese, it means “苦中作乐”. For my current status, I am facing my final year project for this and next semester. Sure, I will feel trouble and pressure automatically. Then, I try not to think so much about that, and make my planning for everyday. Even try to make fun in my life. This is very important for one to live longer, and free of trouble mind. Bear in mind, I cannot be last minute.  

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Yesterday before, I was feeling stomachache. Then, I had Diarrhea. It cause make cannot sleep as well. I was wake up around 4.00a.m., and used the toilet repeatedly. I went back to my room and sleep. However, I was feeling so pain! I cannot enter the dream if I keep going like this. Suddenly, “angel” was come into my room. (I am not going to die yet 0.0). He was giving me the pill to eat. After I eaten, I feel I was feeling better. He adds again “Are you ate the pills just now?” “Yes. Why?” “I not sure that was expired or not!?” Lolz…(never mind la). He asked me to drink warm water again. Hmm…nice…Really thanks to him ^^. In the mean time, i feel i so weak..sad.

At that time, I not able to “苦中作乐”,I feel so hard to do.

P/S: Angel = my lovely roommate.

16 July, 2010

Live with "Idiots"

Wahaha…the “Idiot” here means the person who love to make fun, say a lot of cold joke, “rubbish” sentences and so on. When you around of this kind person, you sure will feel “My life is so fun, and interesting!”


Although they are very “cold”, they can make our life fun. Can you imagine that your life always full of pressure, serious, normal and hard to smile every day?

Most of the time, when I stepped into new social life environment, sure at least one “idiot” will appears. They always will express their funny opinion, minds, crazy thinking. Especially crazy thinking, I will think about that automatically and laugh! I do not know why, well then it just a crazy thinking. What is crazy thinking? (Think creatively though…)


I love “Idiot”! Sure that I will live normally only if without the existence of them. When they are around me, I will laugh and feel very high, happy, feeling in 7th heaven. Haha..=Really, a laugh can feel easy to solve the problem in life’s obstacle. ^^

Sometimes i behave like "idiot" though...swt...hahaha

15 July, 2010

Watch Movie Alone

It seems like I am the one who fall into the category of watching movie alone.


For now, I seldom watch movie alone, which was good news. I got my housemates accompany me, university’s friends, my best friend, brothers. Well then, I do not own the partner and do not have the experience to watch movie with my lover. 


Actually, when watch movie alone, most of the time is no choice, forced. Some reasons lazy to state here. However, watch movie alone sure have its benefit. The benefit like enjoy watch movie alone by all your ideals, without discussion with others, silently watch...any experience on that? However that might boring too...only put the movie as my priority.


Well, I am not going to watch horror movie alone…scary ah...sure will grasp some friends to accompany me watch horror movie in cinema, but the probability is very low…


For my research, most people do not love to watch movie alone in cinema. They will give the reason like not so fun when enjoy the movie. Some people love to watch with their lover.

Maybe i should reduce the chance of watch movie alone, better grasp someone to accompany me watch movie next time :) 

The Myth

Here are the myths that I heard since I was young until now, share with readers ^^ I believe some of you sure heard this before in your life.


1. Do not cut your nail at night, after 7p.m. It will bring bad luck.
2. Do not take a photo with 3 people.
3. Do not bath at night after 7p.m. The lungs will accumulate water.
4. Do not masturbate every day, harmful for kidney. (for guys)
5. Do not blow flute at night, it will attract non-exist things comes.  
6. Do not sweep floor at night.
7. Do not drying cloths at night.
8. Do not cut hair, fur at night.
9. Do not shout people name at night.
10. Do not take picture inside the toilet, especially with the mirror provided on wall.
11. Do not masturbate, blow job, and sex at holy place, like temples.
12. Do not shout people name at graveyard.  
13. Do not say “so handsome!” or “so beautiful” for picture on the tomb at graveyard.
14. Do not sew the clothes directly (take it off first).
15. Do not sleep facing the room’s door.

Do you believe this? For me, i believe for some part..

13 July, 2010

Facebook Is A Stupid Idiot

I saw my ex on Facebook
But I wanted to do what's best
Show her there are no hard feelings so
I sent her a "friend request"
Now her photo pops up in that random 6
And I just think it's mean...
There she is with a new guy makin' out on my computer screen!
Facebook is a stupid idiot x2


My friend said you gotta be on Facebook
to connect in the digital age
so like everyone else... and their pets
I got my face at Facebook page.
Now the learning curve was a bitch at first
I didn't know 'til I got burned
that what I wrote on my wall could be seen by all
that's just the first thing that I learned
Facebook is a stupid idiot x2


It's the place for worthless information
like an insane almanac
where women post minutiae
and men write stupid comments back.
where women can vent about mundane events
and inundate the internet
and where clueless men "friend" women...
who they've never even met
Facebook is a stupid idiot x2


cause i could stand to miss
the fact that Tanya thinks all her friends are "AWESOME"
and for some reason...Pete "likes this"
And Rita reports that the trucks are loud
But she still loves this city. It proves that...
Facebook is a stupid idiot x2


Now some woman sent me flowers
'though i don't even know her name
I stayed home that day for hours
but no flowers ever came
Then she started sending hugs and drinks. Of course..
all of it completely fake
Then she hit me with a "virtual pillow"
How much shit can one man take?
Facebook is a stupid idiot x2


'cause i don't need to read
all the everyday hapless crap out there
then ZAP! It's a "News Feed"
Like: Jenny just made Ben's favorite stew
and gave some to their kitty. It proves that
Facebook is a stupid idiot x2


Now some guy with a mind for trivia
wants to know
how mine compares to his.
But i'm gonna buy a gun if he sends one more
fucking "movie quiz"
And Liza says she needs fertilizer
'cause her "Farmville" crops are small.
WHAT THE FUCK IS FARMVILLE


And Missy says she's just so damn busy today...
But had time to write that on my wall!
Facebook is a stupid idiot
There's nothin' more to say.
How else would i know that Heather
thinks "flip-flop weather"
is finally here to stay!
And what did we do before we knew
that Sue just
TOOK A NAP
Facebook is a stupid idiot……



P/S: I saw it on FACEBOOK, the music video live performance. The lyrics was interesting. So, share it here.Have a nice day! ^^

12 July, 2010

World Cup Final~

I am not interest on football since I was young. If FIFA games I have interest to play, but not the priority for me to play. Hahahaha...When primary school, my friend talk about world cup or something else, as in secondary school, i never have interest to participate on it. 


Why i choose to watch world cup this year and in my life for my first time? The reason is funny: Year 2012 end of the world might coming, and i want to test the feeling of watching this final of world cup in university life.

I went to sleep at 1.30a.m. and wake up at 3.00a.m. I know the competition start at 2.30a.m. Well then, I rasa there is no need to watch the first 30 minutes.


The world cup final was versus of Espanol and Netherland. Finally, the game end at 5.00a.m., with Espanol:Netherland (1:0). Before that, two teams were too strong until a lot of additional time was added. Of course, there were a lot of faults, mistake by the football player, and so many players' name that I cannot remember.  

This was the first time I watch world cup in my life. I just want to try the feeling of watching football program, and why they can shout, excited, and “GOAL!!!” After the testing, for me, it was just normal and nothing special at all, watching a ball to be kicked into the net. The video game is more fun ^_^


This year, an octopus was added to prediction of which country will win the world cup matches. As a result, the octopus very smart and so accurate…unbelievable!!

Finally, Spain was win the champion!

11 July, 2010

Follow the Trend


In my mind, follow the trend is hard. All you need is money, money, and hard work to follow the trend.


Easy?
If say it is easy, it is because you are rich.

Follow the trends?
Why want to follow the trends? Reason: People will laugh you that you are “off-beat” if you are not following the current trends!

For example, I was bought a new i-phone. I was proud with that. Later on, the new i-phone4 was released! Can I change it to the latest one? It is hard for me (my current job is student)…I remember I watched a movie before – THE ONION MOVIE, the movie script had mention about the computer company (just like say to Pentium), always release their new product, the customer never be able to catch the trend of their products.

My opinion…
Thus, there is not necessary to always follow the trend. Just follow what you like as if you are capable. “Look wider” really helps. 

10 July, 2010

Talkative

I am not a talkative person, seriously.


Mouth Automatically shut when first meet...
When I meet people at the first time, I will keep my mouth shut, and only let people ask me questions, just like he/she interview me. This really not I wanted. Sometimes, I even no chances to ask those questions, my role is just an interviewee.

Should Change Attitude...
I do not know why my mouth so expensive, gold mouth, hard to open, especially met people at first time. I seem like not interest to ask questions, as long as the person that I am not interest at all. My cousins had told me that this attitude or personality have to change, when comes into social life, your mouth is everything!

Get to be compared again... 
My big brother had the personality that opposite to me. Yes, his mouth is very sweet, flirty. Everyone saw him at the first time, and will be attracted by him, really. This is what I feel. (I seem like jealous >o<) When with him and he will talk talk talk talk, especially meet a person…then I am just silent all the time.

Wrong thinking...
When I was form 3, I totally damn quite and never say hi to my friend when meet, really arrogant. In fact, I am not. At that time, I just thought that we all meet each other in school every day, not need to say “hi” always. My concept was totally wrong.



I have to throw away my negative thinking---try to open mouth, try having a nice chat especially when first meet with new person, not just answer his/her questions, with “ya” “nope”, “oh I see” and etc...