New Year 2012!

This is my first post for year 2012.

Going to end the internship by this month. In working moment, I feels not so hardworking to write on my blog. Better just share on Facebook instead XD (The lazy person will say this)

I started to face many challenges in my life, especially already end the degree course of IT. Start to choose career carefully with many thinking. Work under boss in company is not encouraged, well as the starting point, I think I have to take those experiences. Then, I might change my job field after few years. In the mean time, I going to pay the PTPTN loan soon.

Year 2012, many english HITZ songs are good to listen! Moves like Jagger, Glad you came, Mr.Saxobeat, Pumped up kicks and so on. All those things might light up my feeling and feel good. For information, I quite often visit Viva Home at KL because the parking fee is free! haha

Happy Chinese new year!!

This year is my year!
2000 - Millennium Year (Millennium Bug)
2012 - End of the World (XD)

Too Confident

I am going to tell my story here which was happened on last week, at my hometown.

At the day I went back to KL, I was asking my first younger brother to fetch me to bus stand BP. Due to car M was no enough fuel, I asked him to use car P (Just fueled) to fetch me. After that, we were departed to bus stand. I asked my brother to drive, I sit beside of him.

At the middle of the road, my younger brother told me that:
Brother: "Actually I still in P tag, but this car do not have P sticker. Well, never mind, normally cop would not care about me and let me pass by."
Me: "Is it? Are you sure? "
Brother: "Normally, they looked me old ma..."
Me: "Ok, then fine."

Early in the morning, cops so hardworking and established the road block at the road X. Well, we've stopped by the cops. The cop asked my brother to show his IC, license. Then, the cop asked "Where is the P sticker?" (We silent...) "Stop at that side (with finger point to the road side)". (My decision was wrong)

One of the cops came to us, and asked whether want saman (fine) or not. My brother directly said "No". Next, he asked us sit back to the car, and asked me to drive. However, he was holding my brother's IC & licenses. I asked him "What we are going to do?" The cop asked me to get down the car and directed me to the small hut, where another officer record the fine.

I asked the officer how much I needed to pay for fine. He replied me around RM100. However, if pay early can get discount. (*The P sticker can cause RM100 fine? Unbelievable!) Then I said to him just wrote down the records. After that, my brother was get down from car and signed the fine.

Maybe my brother's look alike gangster (Golden hair, a bit long hair with pattern and an earring) I would say so because the cops checked the whole car's content and even checked my travel bag.

In conclusion, I told him that next time better follow the rules and do not be so confident. Tell me early if still in P license then I would not ask him to drive. I added "Your look is not old, is gangster look!"
       

Internship Life

Currently I am undergo Internship at IT company, software house. Somewhere in Kuala Lumpur.

Many people know that internship's salary is so low...yes. Mine just five hundred. Living in KL is quite high expense, and sometimes need to hang out with friends. If no control the money, it will be very fast run out. Bloody pocket almost appear. Luckily I living with my big brother, house rent already less from my personal budget.

Always pick up phone in office

I was working two months already. Work as IT executives, who always contact with customer, solve customer problem with the system, and support anything that we can support in company. Sometimes will be scolded by customer also due to some misunderstanding happens. I not satisfied with my performance for this two months. I weak in memorize KL road (mostly I depend GPS, then now less use already), no enough experience to negotiate with customer, slow response. No enough training, and still need to take time  to study different system, understand the flow. The good thing is I not need to touch programming. Well, the job is easy, but need courage, brave and be straight, yes is yes, no is no.

Report again -_-

Well, I still have to write the proposal and final report to pass the internship course. It is easier if compare to final year project. It will be more difficult after internship was ended. Where will I go for?

By the way, I was owing my big brother on big sum of money. Now almost clean up my debt on him already. Every month still have to pay insurance fees to him. Yes, my brother work as insurance. Just reach KL, then he and his girlfriend keep telling me on how good on working as insurance, many benefits and blah blah blah. Yeah, it is really have many benefit. However, every job is not that easy. Direct sales' friends also introduce me can work as direct sales also. Suddenly, I felt myself was old enough to listen to those things.

I think I will continue to work as IT related jobs first.

Lastly, internship is tire.  

Face wash + "Electric"

Last two months, I had went to my neighborhood's house for face wash.

My mom said the young auntie (Beautician) is famous at my resident's area. Many guy's face were recovered a lot compared with the not yet washed face. However, that cost quite high to do once face wash.

During the face wash moment, she had played the music ding-dang-ding-dang, music box kind (who dislike by a blogger - Danny, right? ;P) Face wash process goes on like normally what I experienced before. Put cream, massage face, dig out the acne, dirty things. Suddenly, I heard a zh-zh-zh sound and slowly near my ears. She said: "Now I am going to use electric to shock your face, it gonna will be very pain. Take care." She took the electric pen (I don't know what should I called that, forget to ask her the appropriate name) and started to shock my whole face. Indeed, my face has many acnes. No wonder use her ultimate skill to attack my face.

Wa~~~~~~~~~~~~~Very~~~~~~~~~~~~Pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I always be proud of being so strong during the process of dig out the acne(small) from my face. This kind of shock, despite no so strong shock, my whole face felt paralyzed during and after. The tear was surrounding my small white part of eyes. After done, she said: "This is good for your face as it kills the bacteria."  After that, she did SPA on my face. Wow...feeling so cool after all. Then, mask was the last process (if I no remember wrong).

The price is not that expensive, as compared to other facial center. After a month, I feel that my face was recovered a lot! That's good! Now, what I need to is sleep early as to keep my liver stay health, and drink a lot of water. I always drink a lot of waters.

Anyone knows this kind of technology? Share with me if you do :)

Anthony Neely's Autograph

Yesterday, Anthony Neely came to BP Mall [Shopping Mall], his autograph for every fans.

Credited to 木子李

Actually I did not plan to go there at first. Then, after thinking deeply and I made decision - to go there watch the spectacular view.  

Credited to Yeo.SC

Definitely, the place is really crowded. As he planned at here with fans at 2 p.m. He just arrived at 2.30 p.m. Besides, he is really handsome and well talented. I simply selected a location that I can view him clearly. His sang at live just same as the CD!! No different at all.

The moment he perform the songs.

He performed the songs -
1. Sorry That I Loved You (Personally Most Like 5/5)
2. Happy Armageddon [末日快乐]
3. Farewell's Hug [散场的拥抱] 

My Location...really crowded!

What I did at there yesterday was take photos and videos. So hot the place. Finally, I purchased his album at there with the discount price (RM35). Then, asked for the autograph and shake hand with him. I just can't believe what I did!!! It was just not like me at all, mostly I only view singer sing, then I just walk away. Maybe for my personal life's memorial......>.< Unexpected, my cousin (girl, married) bring her little girl to join this show also. She said she would like to purchase album at the time...so I...

The second original album I own in my life!

Indeed, this albums are thumbs up. :) 

Here is the video of his performance ~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aRTYC22UYEA






 

Just 2 in Cinema

Just surprise I had two times to watch movie in cinema, two people only in whole cinema hall...>..<

First time watch was with a friend (guy), the movie name - [Shaolin]. Second time with a friend also (girl), the movie name - [The Green Hornet] - [The Green Lantern]. In additional, both movies are high rating, worth for us to watch.

Where can get this chance to watch movie just 2 people only? I went to same cinema two times (opened since April 2011）in same local shopping mall.

How is the feeling? Sure, the feeling is very good. The cinema hall just play the movie for two people only.

Hopefully the cinema keep launch. Then, I will have the chance again to watch with only two people include me. >_<

The Liver

Why we need to care our liver? Is that so important?

Modern night life make us do not want to sleep early, night activities always exciting. For my case, since I entered University, I started to learn bad habit - late sleep (over 12am to sleep). I think the sign show up from my body is correct. My liver is totally "hot". If I do not take care on it, soon I get a lot of illness.

First sign I think is the pimples. My face was full of pimples, maybe it presents the liver condition. Next, I feel my whole body no feel so comfortable as before, feel weird. I am not think too much. It is the sign from my body. Liver alarm me "I too hot, please, let me cold, I going to dried up soon!!!"   After consult doctor, their advice and solution was sleep early, drink many water.

Many of us sleep lately, but do not show any sign yet, please do not so happy about that. Get our body healthy right now, and do more exercise.  

I need Money!!

Long time no visit here already...quite miss my blog lol 

For upcoming months, I need a lot of money! For my all living expenses.
House rent, fees, favorites and so on.
Finally still have to work as part time before my internship start.

 

Current Status Update

My three years studies were finished. I shall go for internship at August 2011. Location will be at KL. Due to the lecturer persuasion, I decide to internship at Ampang, KL. Else I will stay in BP to continue my internship.

Actually I am quite lucky. Mostly we are involved in government institutes or campaign. I definitely never go out from my state. That's mean I always in Johor area. So, this is the time to decide for my first adventure and how to live in KL, big city. My position is IT support, so related with software testing and customer support…

I satisfied with my FYP result, which is unexpected also. Make a thesis report hard cover is not cheap also. For the interval time from now until August, still have two months. My plan is join the Singapore trip with my course mates, guys and girls, juniors join too. However, my all house mates do not have interest to join. Many reasons are given in order not to participate this trip. My passport has not done also~

Well, next week is submission date of FYP. After next week, I shall join MDEC program, IT course training, for 20 days. There is no allowance for this time. Sigh…It should be nice and provide extra skill for IT students. Some students already start their internship earlier for catch up the progress and earn the money. However, I am rather to postpone my internship (means I am going to start in official date). Working huh…for me is never ending. Why should I so eagerly to start the work? >_< Working is forever after studies life.

I believe I will play and enjoy in this two months period. Maybe I will take the part time job at Secret Recipe again for 1 months when July. I believe my expenses will be large enough when I live in KL. Luckily I stay in my brother's room, no rent needed. (save money J)

Lastly, I hope that 21 May 2011 End of the World prophecy is totally just a joke.

Happy Mother's Day

Anyway, the Sunday is coming. Happy Mother's Day to all the mother!

On the mother's Day, I will appear at Secret Recipe. To buy cake?

Nope, is working. Help them to serve the filial customers. The staff is not enough...>_<

Enjoy Mother's Day, readers.

:) 

On My FYP

So, the Friday (yesterday), most of our FYP (Final Year Project) result were declared.

I am very happy, seriously...because the result is unexpected. I thought I only can get B- grade for my fyp. Things turn out better. Is just so excited :) x 100

Now, is time to correct the grammer on my report, and become my thesis report hard cover as my university personal product. While yesterday's exam...hmmn..

Thanks to Jino also for help me check my thesis report! :D

怨言

在这个生活周遭里

每个人都一定有怨言

有怨言又如何？

又不能说出来

即使说出来

事情也会变得更糟

难道要像圣人一样

对每件事都看开，接受？

无怨言可言？

尤其是周遭环境。。。

面对一个说话反话的“上司”

面对一个懒惰的 “上司”

面对一个推卸责任的 “上司”

   

我该怎样去面对？

P/S: 有许多怨言在我的“上司”，我只能顺从，要不我会毕不了业。

Ward Experience

Setting: 
2006, December. Government Hospital at Johor, Malaysia.

I was living in the ward six days. The reason was my urine contain blood, and my abdomen feel pain.When the government clinic found out that my urine contain blood, they direct send me to the hospital, with the ambulance. The service is nice.

First day enter the hospital, and the first time I lived in ward. I feel a little scared on the operation might needed to be run on me.Well, I just not think too much at that moment.My parent had accompany me everyday, but not whole day. They have their things to do in house. When night, I have to sleep alone in ward. I felt kind of horror and scared "something" might appears in front of my eyes.

Due to abdomen pain, the doctor was checked my body and try diagnose as appendix.They are going to do operation on me. So, I was forced no to drink and no to food one day. The night, the Indonesia doctor was coming, and asked me where I felt pain. Unfortunately, my pain area is not at appendix, then doctor clarify with me the appendix is at another side with touch my abdomen. Thus, the operation was canceled. Then I able to eat little on next day. That moment, my urine still have blood.

This is high standard ward

At the day four, I felt my asshole pain (just a little). That moment, my aunt direct told the nurse there, and a nurse comes to me. Guess what she did to me? She "fuck" my asshole! >_< --- No lar, she wear the glove, and her thumb was filled with cream, then directly insert to my asshole deeply. (Ouch, more pain I feel when she doing that) Definitely, I feel no pain anymore after few minutes.

In ward, I was reading the novel "寂寞之歌" by 藤井树. It is a nice story and I enjoyed it. I feel more lonely after read that >_<. Besides, the doctor try to diagnose me again. She asking me that what medicine had given when I was treated in clinic. I had written down in my novel, so I tell her the medicines. In day five, she gives me the transparent syrup medicine, ( I do not know what is that）I drink that without eat anything. After few hours, I went to the toilet. Then I found out the bowl was contain a lot of bloods (disgusting). After that moment, my urine was no more blood and the abdomen pain no more. Totally clean with light transparent color of my urine.

At day 6, I was leaving the hospital. The fees is quite cheap too. Seriously, I was feeling pain until at day 5. My weight sure drop down again. During the needle insert on my hand, the third time I just success. My tears was coming out due to the pain. Thanks to the friends who visit me during that moment.

In ward, some funny things happened. Like one of the midnight, I was wake up and ate the bread on my bed. My shadow was scared the Malay auntie at my beside, she thought was ghost! Besides, the other side was a Malay guy (13 years old something), he had the operation of circumcision. I had chat with him though.That moment, many patients in my ward was dengue illness.

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Currently, I have to buy the insurances. Due to ward record, I have to do the urine test just for my insurances to pass. Hopes my body status always stay well.

Health is everything. No health, nothing can be enjoyed and cannot be last longer. Health is important, and bring rich.                                      

Smart Plan - Sacrifice?

Flash back before final year project moment, I was sacrifice my entertainment time on a lot of drama. I tend to more focus on my final year project. While, I still have DOTA a little, watch movie in cinema with house mates, watch some movies in hostel.

Now I passed the final year project, and watch my drama which has keep so long time ago.If I finish those drama before just like my house mate, I think I have other things to do for this moment.

It seems like I should not sacrifice those things. I should live like normal, and tend to more focus on the important things. The others were live like enjoy the life, have fun always, but this seems like not effect the important things.

In conclusion, next time, I will do a smart plan by not sacrifice my favorites hobby. Especially watch drama, anime.
 

我是一个瘦瘦的男生

我高高的
但是瘦瘦的
腰细细的
脸小小的
遇见你了 是我喜欢的人
不知道你会不会讨厌 我没有什么

我把手臂练粗了
只为了让你好躺一些
我把真心练壮了
只为了背着你奔跑不会累

我是一个瘦瘦的男生
只是一个渺小的男生
不知道你是否能看见
我爱你的那一面
我是一个瘦瘦的男生
一直等待你的人
如果我不是你选择
没关系 我只是个SOSO的男生

我高高的
但是瘦瘦的
腰细细的
脸小小的
一直以来 我最喜欢的人
不知道你会不会讨厌 我没有什么

我把手臂练粗了
只为了让你好躺一些
我把真心练壮了
只为了背着你奔跑不会累

我是一个瘦瘦的男生
只是一个渺小的男生
不知道你是否能看见
我爱你的那一面
我是一个瘦瘦的男生
一直等待你的人
如果我不是你选择
没关系 我只是个SOSO的男生
我把手臂练粗了

只为了让你好躺一些 就那么一些些
我把真心练壮了
只为了背着你奔跑不会累

我是一个瘦瘦的男生
只是个瘦瘦的男生

我是一个瘦瘦的男生
只是一个渺小的男生
不知道你是否能看见
我爱你的那一面
我是一个瘦瘦的男生
一直等待你的人
如果你选择了我
因为你 我不是个SOSO的男生

P/S: I like this song, and sing out my opinion. Here is my singing version, just want try this in my life...***Warning: mentally prepare if want to listen this, the  >_< (The last part is original artist)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcDU-9Zj-UE

Let Go - Part 2

Let go. Sometimes, we need to let go something that we love, like, or favorites. The things not belongs to your, then is not your. Just let it go.

Well, I could see a lot of people are hard to let go their favorites. Because of what? A lot of good feeling before, a lot of favorites feeling, a lot of touching
moment, and so on. When things go worse, or changes happened in life, it means we need to let it go. There is nothing to be continued as before, it seems like the end.

For me, now I try to let go my personal case. It is hard for me since my sincere is spend on someone that who not appreciate almost one year. My tears before just a waste. Yesterday, I had a chat with my best girl friend. What she told me was right. I should see clear the fact, do not be drown again. This is the moment for me to wake up. I need to face the reality and let go those unhappy things in my life. I will listen to her. Yes, I shouldn't care the person who do not care me. What for? Unless I stupid, or willingly.

[See the fact]. This sentences really makes me realize something. When knows the fact, we need to face it and employs suitable solution on it. Besides, my memory is quite good for those daily life action, no matter bad or good, I can simply store it in my memory, even a very small action. (If able to apply on studies, I will be a genius XD)

No matter what, I already see the fact. All I need to do for now is let go those unhappy and bad things which has happened on me, it is just like the necessary step for me to challenge it in my life.

Let go the unhappy things, bad things, then all good things will comes to the end, I believe.      

Congratulations!

YEAH!!!!!!!

Congratulation to my all house mates, and most of the course mates of FSKTM... 

Our Final Year Project Passed!!! 

Going to graduate successfully!   

Wishes Achieved. 

This is the time to repay :)  

Too happy and so many things want to try out from now that I have miss before >_<

Thank You.

P/S: I need to fight hard for this final exam soon, 2011.  

Happy April Fool

What you gonna do today? 

Play in a relationship over facebook?

Act as a gay today?

Play few pranks to your close friend/friends? 

Do you celebrate this day? 

Hahahahahahahaha

Going to have multiple personality today :P  

 HAPPY APRIL FOOL!

My3s result :P

The above images shows my result from doing the questionnaire in jpt.mohe.gov.my/my3s. I forced to do it due to university requires.

Well, totally have 200 questions I need to answer. So many right? Then the analysis result came out like this. I'm lack of Team Work and Entrepreneur level. This both I have to improve.

I realize that I seem like no teamwork enough. Mostly I help "cover" all the things, do not totally gives other members work on it. I have change it anyway.

In conclusion, mission complete.

So hard

This 23 years old....

Feel so hard to live on and keep moving...

Adapt myself as possible as I can. 

*Time not enough, Natural disaster keep comes...