After thinking about 1 week, i know what should i do and clear what i am going to do when study in this university.
Before that i was planning to participate in a relationship. Well then, i feel that i cannot do it due to many reasons. I can't give up my times on a relationship. Maybe i haven find my "destiny"...the true love, so no feeling to go in a relationship.
Before that, that girl friend give me chances to take a "trial relationship" with her. I was agree it. After that, i'm not feeling kinda wan to date with her well then she already said "trial". Thinking...thinking.....i found the answer---i dun like her anymore. That's the reason i din have any action to her. Additional i dun dare to give up many things and just go in that relationship.
Finally, i ask her to cancel the "trial" relationship. She agreed and said she just wan let me to know what i wan clearly. Firstly i heard this is swt...well, all i can say she is done well for this "test". I can freely as single and do what i want, no need consider so many things and give up things too.
My mom was right, saying that i'm not possible in a relationship in university due to studies. Yeah, is all rite. Maybe i will find my true love after few years, then at that time i may willing to give up something and in a relationship.
Just have a faith that---"When there is no more hope, most of human still never give up till the end!" (idea from "LEGION" 2010 movie)