Babysitter

I believe many of human being is like kids, right?

For my experiences, as a babysitter, is not that easy,especially when u care for a child which is <4 years old. If he is an obedient boy or girl is good to take care, how about the naughty one? make u tire whole the day...

I always "forced" to be a "babysitter". Yeah, i like kids also, just like my friends.I can said that take care kids and like kids is different matters. Example for my cousin, only 3 years old, he not going to sit there obediently and watch TV ,play toys ah...his butt cannot "stick" to the chair or sofa, must run here run there...some more he is super like electronic tools (handphone charger, small fans, massage chair, plug...dangerous electric things for kids) he always take the plug or charger, and find a hole, try to plug in...(hole??...ha!something like a hole on a small chair)and want to see the result. Of course i just pretend that that things was broken, and keep away from him. Then, coming next electronic tools....(pek cek)However, i like to see he speaking, cox most of the time he will follow what i said, but seem like he is not so understand on "you, me, and him"...

I just hope that i can take care a kids who obedient, and not too naughty. That should be easier. Again, when u own the kids, u only will feel "troublesome" and "tire" (of course will like ur own kids), better watch other people's kid, right?

The "Hopes" come true?

After read the Secret that books, i always thinking what i going to face at next, and my hope...i consider it will come true in my life at the time coming...

First, i believe that i "was" success enter the local university. Then, after few month, a messages had sent to me, state that i was success enroll in UTHM. I was happy that my STPM result damn lousy, still can enter the university. really Lucky^_^ First hope come true..what the next?

Secondly, in the previous semester, i was believe that i was get the Dean award. At that time my result show not so good, the chance to get Dean is hard. Anyway, i have faith and believe i was get the dean award. Then, i was get Dean award last semester. So how now? continue for this semester? but it seem like so hard....argh~~~any miracle??

Thirdly, i was thinking before if one of my friend was a gay or lesbian... This kind of "hope" really weird, isn't it? I just want to have little "special" in my social life. Now, this "hopes" was come true. Damn surprising! Is it my thinking attract the idea come? And i made a conclusion here, there's nothing special if one of the friend was a gay or lesbian. They are just normal.

What i think now is above statement is "coincidence" or what? Or Secret Really Works? I know sound kind of rubbish and impossible things...well then, i will keep thinking and have faith on what i hope next, hopefully it will come true to me for my positive hopes! Faith on the hopes will comes true, i believe it forever. How about Never Had A Dream Come True by S Club 7? hehe~ 

EARTH HOUR Tonight!

See a lot of friend state that tonight is Earth Hour, so what i going to do? Switch off the light?

Tonight the plan might be Switch off the light for 1 hour. Then, watch drama from my laptop, hehe...

I think this year the number of people participate this event was increase. I still remember last year, i just switch off the light for half hour only...swt

Tonight i will give myself a enjoyment night! Enjoy drama & movie! Assignment, out of my area tonight ^_*

Polystyrene

Well well well, 2012 warning, earth dangerous, most of local university was aroused with the green campaign, that was banned all Polystyrene.

Actually,i personally dun like the polystyrene when take away. When need to throw is very hard, need to squeeze it and compress it, i know most of the people just direct throw. The correct way is store it in ur house because it is not able to biodegradable. I prefer the paper pack then the polystyrene.

Of course, i know the best way is prepare the container by urself. I was lazy to bring a container and put in my bag.Instead of that, so i always try to having food outside. Second choice is take away only for the paper pack.

Is it will success for this campaign? So far, i see a lot of students still same, take away as usual and using polystyrene. Well, most of the people will think polystyrene everyone still use it, why i have to stop using it? That's might be shown the scenario like this lo.....

Chasing Car - Snow Patrol

Feel to sing this song for today >>>>
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We'll do it all 

Everything 

On our own 

We don't need 

Anything 

Or anyone 

If I lay here 

If I just lay here 

Would you lie with me and just forget the world? 

I don't quite know 

How to say 

How I feel 

Those three words 

Are said too much 

They're not enough 

If I lay here 

If I just lay here 

Would you lie with me and just forget the world? 

Forget what we're told 

Before we get too old 

Show me a garden that's bursting into life 

Let's waste time 

Chasing cars 

Around our heads 

I need your grace 

To remind me 

To find my own 

If I lay here 

If I just lay here 

Would you lie with me and just forget the world? 

Forget what we're told 

Before we get too old 

Show me a garden that's bursting into life 

All that I am 

All that I ever was 

Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see 

I don't know where 

Confused about how as well 

Just know that these things will never change for us at all 

If I lay here 

If I just lay here 

Would you lie with me and just forget the world? 

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Yeah, performed by Snow Patrol, chasing car. 
The lyrics show my feeling...too love this song ^^ Enjoy the music.

25 Facts About Me

1. I was learn to write word neatly since kindergarten. Thx mom! ^^

2. When primary school period, I have too “natural” sound. When answer the phone, people will ask my mom “is that your daughter?” 

3. Of course, too many brothers, fighting cannot be avoided when secondary school although I am most “gentle” in this family.

4. Form 6 had a holiday in hospital, due to the urine contain blood. Until 6 days the holidays just finish. Hospital life…

5. A little late developer myself, when form 3 just “develop”. Then, sound change too.

6. My Sound soft soft, 中气不足 , called “ruan mian mian” since secondary school. Now also…swt

7. Learn to cook and make blended drinks after working at secret recipe since 2005.

8. Quite independent (just like normal people)

9. Underweight since form 2, due to want save pocket money, hungry just drink water…(people who want lose fat can use this way, but is hard!)

10. Phobia when in form 6, afraid teacher call me stand up and answer question X.X

11. Love to sing karaoke. Now sound so soft, not suit to sing anymore…but still sing, stubborn

12. Gamers since standard 6. Most of the PC games I was try to play…tomb raider, star craft, most of 3D adventure games(most like). Some were using cheat, want fast game :p

13. I am Final Fantasy Games series fan!

14. Buy PS2-Main objective was play final fantasy X, X-2 and XII. Now mission complete, other games were less to play now.

15. I’m loving anime Dragonball Z, Sailormoon (most like, so beautiful) and doraemon, digimon…child flavours. Doraemon is never boring one, now watch still has child feeling^^

16. Quite “hegemonist” when own Computers. When play PC games, never let my brother has chance to touch pc. Of course, now change le…

17. I am the one who was “top ranking” from my mom list. She always call me to do the household things, and seldom call other brothers do. Not fair! then I will direct said call others. Well, I will helping too.

18. Be “molest” by a guy since enter this university…swt =.=”

19. Now still do not have any relationship experience. I am book worm, not handsome, not a so  good guy. I know it was “lame”. I cannot focus on both at this circumstances. I being laughed too. Single also good what?? For temporary…haha. Some said I am gay, what a ridiculous assumption! No girlfriend = gay?? ..swt

20. Connection with taoism activities like attend to 佛堂. Now temporary skip this, scared…

21. Believe in supernatural things since young. I was met this kind of incident in my secondary school and make me cannot have an explaination. Too supernatural! But I am not the one who can simply believe related supernatural things, logic instead.

22. Accidentally have penpal by writing letters. 3 totally and all was girl. Just write the name details and send it to Young Express, then I was receive Letter. The feeling was nice >.<

23. Love to write. I was writing the Final Fantasy 8 novel chinese version, just finish Disk1. And write my PLKN story novel(www.xanga.com/chinren), and even a detective type novel. My friend give me a good review on Final Fantasy 8. Maybe can develop on this path, hehe.

24. I’m stupid since young, my mind cannot turn, thinking straight. Now achieve my target most was hardworking. Stupid, so just hardworking, isn’t it?

25. Love computers! “Research” on anything related with computer since form 2. Any software will go to try. A PC guy always update is compulsory. Now was slow le.

MOVIE Marathon Last Friday

A plan which plan to eat free burger at MacD, Watch movie <<越光宝盒>> and Alice in Wonderland in last Friday. The former plan was ruined due to the time was over.

After back home and drive back to SquareOne, had a value lunch at MacD and hurry up for the movies with my housemate. So, our plan was watch 2 movie stated above. After watch<<越光宝盒>>, I felt that this movie damn a a lot of funny ideas. More importantly, this movie was not boring at all. I kinda scare about the movie which will bring very boring feeling to me like last last week “Edge of Darkness”. It could be said EOD has a wonderful and perfect trailer, when watch the show I can said in a half sleep state also know the story what is going on…

Actually I like to be a person who can humour to anyone. However, I always used the wrong way to be humour, that was I will take other people’s flaw and let it be my jokes. That was totally wrong. I know many friends were dislike me behave this way. I need time to change to a positive humour person. I like to watch other people laugh, when they laugh, I will happy (hopefully is not laugh at me).So any comedy movie I will going to watch. As a result, this movie was not let me down, really funny, wahahahaha ^0^ Especially mix with The Red Cliff story, Titanic, somemore Painted Skin….just like Scary Movie!

Next movie was Alice In Wonderland. One of the coursemate was tired, and leave our team and went back hostel. That’s kinda disappointed. Well, we continue our “journey”. Alice in Wonderland has many bad review, listen from my friends said this movie not nice. After the show, my opinion was not bad, a little humour fantasy “child” movie...Well then, the main idea of Alice was make a decision by herself. She has to chose her path. That’s might be the moral value? …hehe.Oh yeah, that why the "Gaga in wonderland" will exist, might be the cause of white queen make up in this movie...haha. Anyway, this movie was my favourite style after all.

"Ai Mai Ai Mai" (Half-hearted)

Do u have friends who around u are this kind of personality---"Ai Mai Ai Mai"(Hokkien)/half-hearted?? That mean they do not have their own main idea, or going to think about it so much, just follow people will or decision.First minute ask u to go together, second minute cancel off spontaneously...

So, is it going to be good? or bad for any situation? Maybe good is "cin-cai" (anything also can lar), the bad is (i no idea oh) especially u fall in the chosen category, choose 1 from 2 option. "Can i choose both?" u might bring a lot of unwanted result to u, another word-greedy.

I know it is hard to make a decision especially in a group. When u make a decision, other members do not like, then cancel is must. Just follow majority view. Since i was young, i'm not a good decision maker. I'm that kind of half-hearted person. When my friends accompany me to buy clothes, or desire things, they must be in "pain". I will said "this one better/ eh that one better too/former one is better/..." when i buy something. Myself feel head pain too why born in this kind of personality. Maybe this kind of personality is belongs to Virgo! hehe

When step to Uni life, i was happy because not only me just one of the half-hearted person.Some house mate/course mate same as me too. So, when facing this scene, how i going to react? When half-hearted meet half-hearted......  
Example: "let's go to the XXX shopping centre watch movie tomorrow." "Ok, deal!"
When tomorrow comes, that "host" said dun have feel want to go, just cancel it. Swt...everything had planned has to be canceled. Wasting time.Besides, if u making decision, they suddenly might said "dun wan la" "sienzz" but the one just said "cin-cai la" it makes me more sweat..=.=''''' (better keep quiet, isn't it?)

Learn to make a decision is important. No matter the decision is wrong or right, think clearly, u could make it. I still in the way of learn from it. ^_^

Approach to Gay Movie

So far i was watch two gay movie. Can said one was drama and another one was movie. What was the title? Ha, that was Brokeback Mountain movie and Queer As Folk Series.

First movie i watch was Brokeback Mountain.Why i interest on this movie? Many friends ask me why i watch this kind of movie? I just reply that this is director Lee An well known movie, by the way was about a gay love story. I never watch this kind of movie(curious curious), so i was bought that cd and watch at home. Conclusion is that love story was touching. So, gay has no difference in love matters, just like normal people.

After few years, i saw my course mate was watch a drama - Queer As Folk. All the content almost describe all homo love story. I was tried to watch that drama due to my curiosity. The drama's actor almost all was muscle guy, i wonder why gay movie must find a muscle guy to be an actor? Well, the story line was nice too, this drama contain 5 seasons. So far i just finish watch 3 Seasons. (maybe always play dota and lazy to watch drama). Of course, this was rated drama.

In that drama Queer As Folk, it could be said that queer will be looked down by normal people. This scene can said happen many time in this drama.In my mind, normal people should not do that way, there are people (folk) also.

SECRET-Just think what u want!

Believe that most of the people in this world know the book titled "SECRET". It's contain a lot of useful content especially in term of build up your positive mind.

It can be said that this is an encouragement book. It is so fun to read and of course, inside has a lot of SECRET! People who interest on this type of book, my advice is do not miss this opportunity especially for book lover.If u are not interest on book, force urself to read this book, is very worth for ur life.

One of the most impression secret for me is "Think about what u want, it will come to find u". This concept is really important. First, u have to believe urself first and logically possible.Try to think about it and it will slowly find u. The problem just "time". So, if u r planning to do something just for ur interest, just think about it and have a faith on it, do it! It will come to u at last.

This book has given example: A man found out that he is rich now.He owns big car, house and so many luxury things in his life. Then, one day, he clean up his store room and found a notebook of the pass N years, all write about his life target. Now he had reach the target. By the way, he was forgot this pass N years notebook.

One more secret is "attraction rule". Do u know this kind of rule? That is attraction happen on our lives. U could see and observe that when u r inside a restaurant, a customer ask to pay bills. Next, another customer also ask to pay bills and follow by other customers. Just like the people  making one decision in a short time, people around there will automatically follow his/her decision especially for the group decision."People do wat, u will follow".
  
Read up the books, u will find more!Make ur life meaningful! ^_^    

Project Month 2010

Now left one half month more, this semester is going to finish. Well, at this time, every subject owns their group project to be completed. 

Oosh...Head pain...This time project is more hard than before semester. Everything have to refer internet to browse through and try to understand everything on that topic or issues. Well, i am a leader almost for every subject this semester. Why 'leader' always find me? Am i a good leader?? This one i don't know. Just try to learn to be a good leader since there is no other way and many of friends don't want to be a leader. Some people said there is not need leader in a group, then just simply do. Do u think that the project is going to produce a perfect work?? Learn lo~


Next, i was selected majoring course for third year. I am choosing Software Engineering course from selection of Networking, Information system, Multimedia. Networking was my second selection. They said Software Engineering very hard to learn and almost head pain. However, i don't care the myth because i am more interest on this majoring. Some people choose to take easier majoring. Maybe they just do not want to make their life complicated. 
In my mind, there is no easier, "u will feel easier when u got a lot of interest on this". Besides, i just want to complete my wish since i was form 5. 

This month is going to fight the projects. The project's difficulty was increased too. I know that i am not done well in every project. I do not know why i will automatically start to work alone especially in a group. Suddenly members asking about how the project was going on, i will reply was done. Then i will see a lot of "dislike" expression on their face. Now, i learn to distribute work to group members and remind myself not going to do work personally and selfish.  


Last, i do not know why i so dislike friends who like to "copy" assignment from other friends without thinking first. I know the reason "copy" is easier. However, try to think first and do it on ur own is better. Lazy almost happen on everyone even me. Try think about this, when u work so hard to that assignment, then u lend ur friends to copy(some said they will change answer but at last din't change much). Finally, the assignment mark is higher than ur, what will u feel??  ~~ If discussion is another way~ fairly competitive (when step into social life this will gonna be normally).