Ward Experience

Setting: 
2006, December. Government Hospital at Johor, Malaysia.

I was living in the ward six days. The reason was my urine contain blood, and my abdomen feel pain.When the government clinic found out that my urine contain blood, they direct send me to the hospital, with the ambulance. The service is nice.

First day enter the hospital, and the first time I lived in ward. I feel a little scared on the operation might needed to be run on me.Well, I just not think too much at that moment.My parent had accompany me everyday, but not whole day. They have their things to do in house. When night, I have to sleep alone in ward. I felt kind of horror and scared "something" might appears in front of my eyes.

Due to abdomen pain, the doctor was checked my body and try diagnose as appendix.They are going to do operation on me. So, I was forced no to drink and no to food one day. The night, the Indonesia doctor was coming, and asked me where I felt pain. Unfortunately, my pain area is not at appendix, then doctor clarify with me the appendix is at another side with touch my abdomen. Thus, the operation was canceled. Then I able to eat little on next day. That moment, my urine still have blood.

This is high standard ward

At the day four, I felt my asshole pain (just a little). That moment, my aunt direct told the nurse there, and a nurse comes to me. Guess what she did to me? She "fuck" my asshole! >_< --- No lar, she wear the glove, and her thumb was filled with cream, then directly insert to my asshole deeply. (Ouch, more pain I feel when she doing that) Definitely, I feel no pain anymore after few minutes.

In ward, I was reading the novel "寂寞之歌" by 藤井树. It is a nice story and I enjoyed it. I feel more lonely after read that >_<. Besides, the doctor try to diagnose me again. She asking me that what medicine had given when I was treated in clinic. I had written down in my novel, so I tell her the medicines. In day five, she gives me the transparent syrup medicine, ( I do not know what is that）I drink that without eat anything. After few hours, I went to the toilet. Then I found out the bowl was contain a lot of bloods (disgusting). After that moment, my urine was no more blood and the abdomen pain no more. Totally clean with light transparent color of my urine.

At day 6, I was leaving the hospital. The fees is quite cheap too. Seriously, I was feeling pain until at day 5. My weight sure drop down again. During the needle insert on my hand, the third time I just success. My tears was coming out due to the pain. Thanks to the friends who visit me during that moment.

In ward, some funny things happened. Like one of the midnight, I was wake up and ate the bread on my bed. My shadow was scared the Malay auntie at my beside, she thought was ghost! Besides, the other side was a Malay guy (13 years old something), he had the operation of circumcision. I had chat with him though.That moment, many patients in my ward was dengue illness.

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Currently, I have to buy the insurances. Due to ward record, I have to do the urine test just for my insurances to pass. Hopes my body status always stay well.

Health is everything. No health, nothing can be enjoyed and cannot be last longer. Health is important, and bring rich.                                      

Smart Plan - Sacrifice?

Flash back before final year project moment, I was sacrifice my entertainment time on a lot of drama. I tend to more focus on my final year project. While, I still have DOTA a little, watch movie in cinema with house mates, watch some movies in hostel.

Now I passed the final year project, and watch my drama which has keep so long time ago.If I finish those drama before just like my house mate, I think I have other things to do for this moment.

It seems like I should not sacrifice those things. I should live like normal, and tend to more focus on the important things. The others were live like enjoy the life, have fun always, but this seems like not effect the important things.

In conclusion, next time, I will do a smart plan by not sacrifice my favorites hobby. Especially watch drama, anime.
 

我是一个瘦瘦的男生

我高高的
但是瘦瘦的
腰细细的
脸小小的
遇见你了 是我喜欢的人
不知道你会不会讨厌 我没有什么

我把手臂练粗了
只为了让你好躺一些
我把真心练壮了
只为了背着你奔跑不会累

我是一个瘦瘦的男生
只是一个渺小的男生
不知道你是否能看见
我爱你的那一面
我是一个瘦瘦的男生
一直等待你的人
如果我不是你选择
没关系 我只是个SOSO的男生

我高高的
但是瘦瘦的
腰细细的
脸小小的
一直以来 我最喜欢的人
不知道你会不会讨厌 我没有什么

我把手臂练粗了
只为了让你好躺一些
我把真心练壮了
只为了背着你奔跑不会累

我是一个瘦瘦的男生
只是一个渺小的男生
不知道你是否能看见
我爱你的那一面
我是一个瘦瘦的男生
一直等待你的人
如果我不是你选择
没关系 我只是个SOSO的男生
我把手臂练粗了

只为了让你好躺一些 就那么一些些
我把真心练壮了
只为了背着你奔跑不会累

我是一个瘦瘦的男生
只是个瘦瘦的男生

我是一个瘦瘦的男生
只是一个渺小的男生
不知道你是否能看见
我爱你的那一面
我是一个瘦瘦的男生
一直等待你的人
如果你选择了我
因为你 我不是个SOSO的男生

P/S: I like this song, and sing out my opinion. Here is my singing version, just want try this in my life...***Warning: mentally prepare if want to listen this, the  >_< (The last part is original artist)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcDU-9Zj-UE

Let Go - Part 2

Let go. Sometimes, we need to let go something that we love, like, or favorites. The things not belongs to your, then is not your. Just let it go.

Well, I could see a lot of people are hard to let go their favorites. Because of what? A lot of good feeling before, a lot of favorites feeling, a lot of touching
moment, and so on. When things go worse, or changes happened in life, it means we need to let it go. There is nothing to be continued as before, it seems like the end.

For me, now I try to let go my personal case. It is hard for me since my sincere is spend on someone that who not appreciate almost one year. My tears before just a waste. Yesterday, I had a chat with my best girl friend. What she told me was right. I should see clear the fact, do not be drown again. This is the moment for me to wake up. I need to face the reality and let go those unhappy things in my life. I will listen to her. Yes, I shouldn't care the person who do not care me. What for? Unless I stupid, or willingly.

[See the fact]. This sentences really makes me realize something. When knows the fact, we need to face it and employs suitable solution on it. Besides, my memory is quite good for those daily life action, no matter bad or good, I can simply store it in my memory, even a very small action. (If able to apply on studies, I will be a genius XD)

No matter what, I already see the fact. All I need to do for now is let go those unhappy and bad things which has happened on me, it is just like the necessary step for me to challenge it in my life.

Let go the unhappy things, bad things, then all good things will comes to the end, I believe.      

电话号码游戏

把你电话号码后面的4个数字连起来…很好笑的！

第一个
1.小叮当　2.王力宏　3.蜡笔小新　4.蝙蝠侠　
5.刘备　6.蔡依林　7.空姐　8.灰姑娘　9.魔术师 0.老师

第二个
1.在厕所　2.在医院　3.在飞机上　4.在楼梯　5.在水里　
6.在戏院　7.在棺材店　8.在赌场　9.在酒吧 0.在衣橱里

第三个
1. 踢　2. 摸　3. 玩　4. 打　5. 吻　6. 吞　7. 抓　
8. 买　9. 丢　0. 看

第四个
1.帅哥　2.高尔夫球 3.小便　4.美女的胸部　5.黄片　6.马桶　
7.电话　8.飞机　9.牛奶　0.狗大便

玩玩看 >_<

Source from Facebook...just for fun~

Permission

Unfortunately, this is real world. So, I believe most of the things need permission, right?

Well, some people not care about the permission. If that person do not agree to let that action happens, the other person insist to do that way without permission approved. What will be happened? What do you think?
 
Mostly, a person no give the permission to someone, but the action was damn right, it should be no problem to let the action happen.

In my past, someone did action on me without my permission. The ending is just like so-so. Well, when I did the action back on him without his permission, what I deserved was a slap. It seems like I have no rights to give permission if he insist...

Permission is important?     
 

22 False Preconditions

Source from Google.com

1. I am not form, then no form. Not live, then die.

2. Parents born earlier than me, they are my parents, thus they should understand what is good to me, what is not good to me.

3. If I try my best to withstand the unwanted thing, they will be disappeared forever.

4. I come to this world, just for live by using correct way. At the same time, I will affect others to live the way I used to. What I feel right, others should follow the way. 

   

5. My age is older than you, so I smarter than you, that the reason you need to listen mine words.

6. When born in a new body, my identity was decided. As an unsatisfactory person, I need to face the hard life, for the purpose of increase personal values. 

7. Just work hard, serious enough, whatever thing we will achieve at last.

8. In order to want have a harmony relationship, we must own the same wishes and trust.

9. If want to get happy in life, action is must. When I feel not happy, take action, it will be have better feeling. 

10. I cannot get the things I wanted, so I have to give up the things that important to me, in order to get the other things.

11. If can go away from the unwanted environment, then can find the new or wanted place.

12. Source has limit, desire is limitless.

13. We should find a way to live correctly who reach all agreements from everyone, then force the way to be launched.

14. A powerful God does exist, after He balanced all the things, all the things will going to make a correct final conclusion.

15. When you still in the body form, you do not know the actual action will bring what punishment or rewards. After the body die, you will able to see the rewards or punishment.

16. Understand the past and present on Earth’s that how to perform lifestyle, and related result, we will able to identify right and wrong absolutely.

17. Only special people, just like our leader, owns the ability to receive correct information from God. Other than that, the information received is not correct.

18. Find out the people unwanted thing, we can extinguish them. Without these thing, we will be more freedom.

19. A good relationship, that is the two people between hopes both opinions are same and harmony with each other.

20. Focus on the form things, it will weaken the heart energy. 

21. As parent, I must know all the answers, so I can teach those answers to my children.

22. Even though I criticize the person who has success, I still can reach the success stage.

P/S: Source - [The Vortex] 

Flighty/Flirty

Actually, what I want to write about is about [撒娇] (sa jiao）.

A lot of English translation I found out

- Flighty, 

- Flirty, 

- coquetry, 

- Acts like a spoiled brat, 

- play the woman...

Anyway, I called it as Flighty. (Pardon me :P)  

 
Do you like to flighty with other people in your life? Just like act pampered to your mom，friends, girlfriends, boyfriends and so on. As I know, girl always pro in flighty to their favorites people in order to get something they want. Honestly, I very seldom saw a guy will flighty with their friends in my life.

Sometimes I will flighty with my friends too just in case of joking, for fun. What I want to do is make life more interesting.Even is in joking way, what their respond is "...don't do that, please. So disgusting!" Well, I am really just for fun, not in serious way on flighty. Normally, I will get what I want by myself (prefer).

From my experiences, mostly girls will flighty with me to get something or help. Guys mostly not, but one or two. The guy who flighty with me, mostly I will be caught in the trap due to his flighty skill. It is just too adorable for me...lol (T&C applied) And then, I will simply agree or try to get the thing he wanted just because of sweet sentences. This is the thing I need to learn, do not simply trust people.

Now I just realize that, people who flighty with you, if you agree with him/her willingly, then there is no unsatisfactory to talk about after case happened. The only thing I can do is be more careful on next time.

Why flighty? People need helps from others sometimes, so they use the "pretty attract skill (PAS)"/[美人计] to ask people help just in case that person do not want to help him/her. For example:

Case 1: 
A: Help me print out my documents, please? (with the adorable skill, PAS)
B: ...Ok.

Case 2: 
A: Help me solve this problem, ok? (with the PAS again)
C: ...Ok.
     
A lot of examples we might meet in our life as we grown up, I believe.

I think I was wrong all this time. I should using flighty way to ask my house mate help clean toilets, throw the rubbish from house and etc. It would be more effective. However, I am not handsome or not pretty, this kind of skill sure fail for me. >_<

Do you flighty with others? 

P/S: Do not do too over, otherwise people will be scared and run away from you.
       

Congratulations!

YEAH!!!!!!!

Congratulation to my all house mates, and most of the course mates of FSKTM... 

Our Final Year Project Passed!!! 

Going to graduate successfully!   

Wishes Achieved. 

This is the time to repay :)  

Too happy and so many things want to try out from now that I have miss before >_<

Thank You.

P/S: I need to fight hard for this final exam soon, 2011.  

Interesting Scene

Let me share here a scene that happened in real life. The scene take place at ATM bank.

A four years old boy with his mommy wait at ATM machine to withdraw money. Mommy was line up and the boy plays the fake plant at the corner. The boy quite naughty, keep shake the plant.

Mommy yell: "Hey! Stop it! Come here!"
The boy ignore his mommy, keep shake the fake plant more seriously.
Mommy: "I ask you to stop it! Else i hit you ah!"
The boy ignore his mommy, and this time, he almost want to break the fake plant in the public.

Mommy was angry then walk towards to him, and hit him hardly. The boy was cried.

Boy: "You hit me? Never mind...I tell everyone here...i tell..."
Boy: "I tell everyone here you eat dad's kuku bird yesterday night!"

The public was silent then.

Advice: Don't show action movie at night when sleep with own kids in same room. >_<   

Happy April Fool

What you gonna do today? 

Play in a relationship over facebook?

Act as a gay today?

Play few pranks to your close friend/friends? 

Do you celebrate this day? 

Hahahahahahahaha

Going to have multiple personality today :P  

 HAPPY APRIL FOOL!