Expense for Short Semester

Haiz…this short semester really eat me a lot…in money expense aspect.

Suddenly, I realised that I over use my money every week start off this short semester. Normally I just use RM50 below a week (if weekend went back to home). Now I almost use till RM100 every week.

I dunno is my illusion or what. After travel back from genting, I always feel that I use money not so save anymore. If not take any attention, my loan (PTPTN) will quickly dried…

Have to care lo…my expense for every week… 0.o

歪理=道理？

有时候已经很努力了，但结果却是个屁！

他问我“1+1=？”我说2， 我被射死了。（我知道的太多）

有时候选择放弃是对的，但放弃选择肯定是错误的！

本来想用酒精驱赶寂寞，无奈它的酒量比我的大多了

男人用来靠的所以要可靠，女人用来爱的所以要可爱

一早醒来，我以为我长大了，原来是被子盖横了

别人都在假装正经，我只好假装不正经

脑袋里装的东西越少，脑袋上的花样就越多

你把别人想得太复杂，是因为你也不简单

有的男人聪明得像天气，多变。有的女人傻得像天气预报，变天她都看不出来

为了想清楚昨天为什么失眠，今天，我又失眠了

金钱就像卫生纸，看着挺多，用着用着就没了

你要是不会玩生活，生活就把你玩了！

其实上一天班可短暂了，电脑一开一关就过去了。

前途一片光明，可我找不到出路！

冷静！冷静！冲动是魔鬼！

女人如果在抱怨一个与你无关的事情时，就当自己是耳朵，千万别插嘴否则有你好的

每个人出生时都是原创的，可悲的是很多人渐渐成了盗版。

不要因为自己胖而去责怪无辜的食物，不如送给我吧！

不倒翁，虽然不会摔到，但也因此不会前进一步！

只有一个人愿意等，另一个人才愿意出现！

My face...

My face was “degeneration”. Before that, my face is in “ok” condition. Now my pimple(small) was “outbreak” over my face.

I kind of frustrated with my face now. I always using Clean & Clear Acne Clearing Foam, followed by the Clean & clear toner. Then, I play “idiot” suddenly for my face. I change to use GERVENE facial foam (scrub) and followed by the GERVENE toner. That time, my 2 big pimples were growing at my both side of nose. So, I purchased the Clearasil pimple cream and use it morning and night for my big pimples. Then, my face was controlled, but the pimples seem like not to get smaller :(

So, I buy a GARNIER Cooling Foam (Lee Hom Advertisement) to wash my face. After use, I feel really nice and feeling cool on my face. Then, followed by the Clean & Clear toner. Pimple cream was still be used.

When in genting trip, I stop using pimple cream and use another Garnier Scrub to wash my face. After I come back here, I was realise that my face was more and more serious, more small pimples outbreak on my face. Helpless…

Few days before I was listen my friend said that “see, use more pimple cream/facial product, pimple more and more outbreak” I was realised I almost use pimple cream everyday to get rid of my pimple. Suddenly, I was thought back the time when my classmate told me that the face need to breath when at night. So, now I decide to stop use any pimple cream, and follow back my schedule, just using Clean & Clear Acne Clearing and toner to settle my face. Better get rid of many chemical things…

Hope my face will get well soon… 0.o

Moonlight.Shadow

Sleep for a while in my hostel room 

Accidentally, wake up and watch the scenery from window

Wow there's really a nice panorama view

First time watch this scene

Dark blue background wallpaper 

with just little twinkle twinkle star

Tonight

Moonlight really shining

Feel the spirit of the moon

Reminds me to sleep early with his shine

However

I still a stubborn guy

Choose to late sleep

To be truth

You are very bright

You are light for all over the world 

Giving hope to everyone

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Unfortunately, Bloodseeker still find me

as their prey

Bloodseeker, can you fly to another place

search your new prey?? T_T

STOP FINDING ME! >_<

Short Semester 2010

Many of friends ask me, “u r now in holiday, right?” Then I will said “No lo, now I’m in short semester, no holiday T_T”

That is the way I answered. This year is totally different with the last year short semester. This year is no so free (supposed). I did not attend the MDEC program (sure I ad lose this opportunity, hope next time I will have the chances, really a lot of help in PSM, the senior said).

So far, I am feeling free now. Feels like I’m having holiday. That day chat with one of the senior, she had given me advice that is time to start our mini-psm (Project Sarjana Muda). Totally, I really feel free for this semester. Actually the fact is, the mini-project left one month to do, although five people in the group, it will not enough time to do so.      

I still have a feeling that I can back home and play my house computer games. Haiz…the project coding I not so familiar and don’t know how to do yet. Really……still playing DOTA online. Recently I was been “scold” my DOTA so “noob”(means lousy), suddenly I got two kind of feeling.

1. Train hard for DOTA, dun wan the name of “noob”. (no talent's T&C) or

2. Give up the DOTA, play for fun, and focus more on studies, futures.   

Now just try focus little and learn some coding for the mini-psm lor every week lo......

FACEBOOK

Our group name: Facebook! (For my current subject cyber entrepreneurship)

Just suddenly think that Facebook really did a lot of successful in social life.

Because of facebook, i found out many of my primary school friends. Most of the primary school friends are playing facebook. It is really wonderful for us to gather all the old friends online and even meet with each other easily. If facebook not exist, then we might hard to contact and meet each other, for the surprise of “Really long long time no see!” (for any changes…)

I think most of the friends will browse www.facebook.com everyday. Me too. This kind of syndrome called “addicted”? haha

Have a decision to give up on facebook. However, Result: Fail.

PHOTOS

Photos…dunno when, I start to love watch photos, especially the memorial photos.

I love to be a photographer, help people take beautiful photos, even myself :P

Is meaningful when watch the photos, funny, handsome, beautiful, interesting, weird……

Feeling enjoy when watch the photos.

Most of the people love photos.

Photos bring memories.

People love their personal photos.

Some will say “I so ugly” for their photos.

Some will say “So nice!” for their photos.

Photos used for remember someone you cared, loved.

Different perspective of photos makes different feeling of one.

From film, to digital, nowadays touch screen capture mode. Photos are in the process of evolution. Windows Interface also focuses on photos, plan to use hand move the digital photos at anywhere where is flat surface in the future.

Look back my photos, I feel I was experienced so much of things, even changes of myself, internal, external. A lot of dear friends in my life, and never forget. My family, relatives, scout activities, orientation, travel…

 I love photos =)

"Lan Xi"

I think most of the people are familiar with this word(Cantonese). To be sincere, I just knew it after I enter this university. Yes, it means proud, some define it as cockiness (cock very big?? XD)

In my life, I sure face a lot of this kind of people. Sometimes, I was accidentally “lan xi” also. And, I dun know I am “lan xi” when I “lan xi” to my friends. Sorry about that, maybe this has to remind by friends. How to face this kind of people? Previously, when I face friend who are “lan xi”, I just “shoot” them directly, to remind they are “lan xi-ing”. For now, I think my action was not right, so now I just try to silently listen, entered left ear, out from right ear. But I cannot, why my memory so good?(lan xi-ing…:P) (My memory for “bukan-bukan” really easily permanent in my head…lol)

Last year, I was asking comment through China website, about how to face this kind of people. They are a lot of comment and give advice for me. If I not remember wrong, mostly said “enter left ear, out right ear” “pretend u r so admire them” “just forget about it, it is normal in life”. So the conclusion is, just let it be. I know the feeling when people “lan-xi” in front of another, is really uncomfortable. Sometimes, I got a feeling want to “defeat” or “fight” him or her. So well, seems like my ability got limit. People have talent, then I not, I have to hard work. Just can blame me what I did wrong in the past life. However, sometimes people “lan-xi” really can boost one’s (victim) driving force.   

I just hope people who want to “lan-xi”, can try change another way of speaking, especially the way of expression. The way of expression really can affect a bit. It may turn the “lan-xi” behavior to a good information or kindly advice. 

Original CD/ALBUM/DVD/GAMES

Sometimes, I still wondering is it necessary buy the original, or just simply go download from certain website?

Public keep introduce and promote public purchase the original. Of course, otherwise singer or company is unable to earn money and hard to increase the sales. Pirate in this world are popular. The original haven’t published, the pirate can be purchased already in the market. Pirate is crime, of course.

In my life, I seldom purchase original (to be sincere). In my mind, purchase original needs a lot of money, especially in my student life. However, for my favorites things, like Final Fantasy (video only), Ayumi Hamasaki (very very seldom), and etc. Normally, it cost RM50.00 something. Dude, expensive! RM50.00, I can eat 16 plates of chicken rice! @V@  

For games, I am not going to buy original. Download from the website? No, because I’m lazy download big capacity of games, so I just go computer shop buy a pirate instead, save times, but waste money lar. PS2 video games also.

The benefit of purchase original album is they are packed with beautiful, attractive packs, and sometimes include the free gifts, poster or whatever. If really desired to buy original, really have to think wisely, sometimes it is not worth to buy the original.

So, do u support original, or pirate?  

Resident Evil VS Silent Hill

These two famous popular horror video games make me “freak”! Sure, there is the difference between Silent Hill and Resident Evil.

*The image might make u unfeeling well...

When playing Resident Evil, I will feel “excited” and randomly scared by the zombie. They appear suddenly and direct attack the main character, if not paying attention. So, always be careful and defense is important in this game. The previous series of Resident Evil is more horror than the latest. Some series zombie is disgusting, and a bit sanguinary. I remember start from the resident evil 4, the zombie can use saw to kill main character (LEON). It will show he use saw to saw the neck of LEON and LEON directly die, of course, the blood is spread out at the same time. So far, I was played the RE2, RE3, RE4, and currently RE5. RE1 lazy to try…too many latest game out, cannot catch up some more.

When playing Silent Hill, the feel is totally different with Resident Evil. Silent hill throw u to the city of silent hill, and no one here, if got, there are weird human? Monster? Or ?? The thing is the monster in silent hill is not so horror. (I think the design not so freak). U will feel horror by the atmosphere of the surrounding. The famous place or background level is always hospital, hotel, school, church and so on. The main character always will bring a torch light and search the dark place. Here, i will be scared what i will going to “shine” on the monster or what…horror feel in the heart…I was played the SH1,SH3, SH4, SH5, SH Origin. Now left for the latest one "Shattered Memories". 

The SH3 makes me feel surprise and fun! Why? The main character of SH3 is a girl, forget her name already, her personality really special. When she faces the monster and notice in this weird town, she will scold, and yelling, totally spread out the feeling of WTF. I still remember the ending is ‘fun’ too. After the girl was defeat the boss, the ending shows the girl walks toward his stranger (uncle). Uncle asks her: “Is it all over?” She replied: “No. Because, you are not die yet!” Uncle was shocked. She added “I joking!! ~hahahahaa” …=.=’’’ However, the latest is horror and not more fun…  

Anyway, who want to try the horror game and test the “bravery”, can try these famous game.

Have some fun on horror travel!

P/S: If I only can play at night, I will make sure I was not played alone…

Carry Marks

Since enter this university, the new system was introduced-carry marks.

Normally carry marks are owns 60% or 50%. Final exam only covers 40% or 50%. That was different from the previous school system. Flash back to the moment, we just strike for final exam, cause final exam was determine the result/grade of that year. Now is different, carry marks have to take attention.

Now my current semester was 2^nd year 3^rd semester. Carry mark is important. Sometimes, some students get low carry mark, he or she will appeal to the related lecturer why the carry mark so low. Why doing so? Because they think their hard work is not worth of that kind of unexpected result. Sometimes, lecturers are strict, made mistakes, or whatever. Test 1, test 2, not did well, the carry mark sure effect so much.

I just wonder this world is unfair. That’s doesn’t mean that “I pay how many effort I will get how many marks”. Just like in university, most just do the final exam past year paper is enough already. Should I every day just study? I think the answer is no. Now I was changed, from my observation, when I was first semester, I will study more hard than now. Recently, when my final exam period, I still can play games, doing others work. Seems like I was feel more relax than before. That’s a good sign. The bad sign is my result drop down. If maintain, that is lucky.

My target in this university, first is 3.50 above, to get Dean. After I was listen the incident about who get over 3.70, first class, the PTPTN not need to pay. Then my target was changed, changed to 3.70 above. But, my ability got limit, cannot over it. That’s makes me feel sad and is too late to hear that news. Now I cannot pull up my marks, the only things can do is maintain my current CPA. These entire target really just for myself, u could think that not need pay back money is such a wonderful things! (Now: Stupid idiot Zidane, dun dream la, u never get 3.70 or above, live a normal life instead. Just pay back what u loan!)

In form 6, I was taking decision not playing any PC games. In that period, I was study all the time. Then the result is bad also, this is because I am stupid. Cannot get the meaning quickly, study deadly. The only thing I can do is hard work. Then, I think that is not worth anymore, I have to enjoy life also. So, in last few semester, I was start to play little games when final exam period. My plan is study, and then plays the games, study, play games and so on. Games really can relax my mind. But not to addict, social life will decrease.

Now the target only I can do is, maintain my CPA…